I'm not Korean

my—mediocrity:

“Don’t feel sorry for yourself. Only assholes do that.”

I knew, and I even said it to one of my friends, I knew you were going to bail out on me today. I just fucking knew it. I think I really just wanted it confirmed. After all these long months of bullshit assurances and empty promises I knew all along that to you, I wasn’t worth remembering. I wan’t even worth a text message. As far as you knew I could have waited for you in the city like a douche face, looking for you. I’m fine with you not wanting to have me as a friend, I really am. I’m kinda used to it by now. I just thought that after everything we went through as friends you’d have the balls to be man enough to say it to my face. 

So we’re done with that. 

I hope you get cancer.

Stay out of my way.

-end rant-